"The relationship wasn't really about that for me; it was more about this was someone that I admired and I thought he was smart and funny and he had this really crazy lifestyle and I thought he was such a unique individual, and of course I was blinded by the fame... but he wasn't really easy to talk to and any time I would try and tell him I wasn't happy with certain things in the relationship it would just kind of get the brush-off." Former Playboy pin-up Holly Madison on her relationship with ex-boyfriend Hugh Hefner.