Former Veruca Salt rocker NINA GORDON is expecting her first child next month (OCT06). The SEETHER singer admits she's terrified about the prospect of giving birth but accepts there's little she can do about it now. She says, "Just in the last couple of weeks I started to feel a little bit of panic like, 'Oh my God, this is really happening. I'm not ready, I'm not ready.' "I went to a child birth class and saw the films of all the different deliveries and I'm like, 'I can't do this!' But there's no turning back now. The baby trumps everything so I don't know what's going to happen." But she has abandoned all plans to have a natural birth: "I feel why make it more painful and more dramatic than it has to be. "I have a pretty high tolerance for pain but I don't think I have any idea what I'm in for."