Reformed rock wildman Shaun Ryder feels physically sick when he's reminded of his drug-taking past.
The Happy Mondays frontman battled addictions to heroin and crack cocaine during his heyday in the early 1990s but he finally kicked his drug demons for good when he decided to wed in 2010.
And the former hellraiser finds it impossible to think back to his years of partying without wanting to vomit.
He tells Mojo magazine, "Just thinking back, about the amount of crack I smoked, just makes me sick. Sick. I mean, literally, gagging. You know, when (you) get food caught in the back of your throat?"